Positive disintegration: A study of loneliness.

Positive disintegration: A study of loneliness.

"And yet, sometimes, I tell myself I must search for the truth, but which one. Even when it remains obscure, especially when it remains obscure, and we feel there's any truth present (...) All of a sudden, this truth appears, and it's an extraordinary moment and doesn't happen every day, and it's good." – My [...]

EMDR and the darkness unnamed

EMDR and the darkness unnamed

After my dad died, my world crumbled. It was the first time that I recognised a depressive episode, although, I didn't know that I was experiencing one. My will to live to the fullest disappeared. I come from a family deconstructed by a severe history of domestic violence and a lack of emotional connection. We [...]

Ellen Fullman long string instrument: A desire to connect

Ellen Fullman long string instrument: A desire to connect

"Learn to love solitude," said Andrei Tarkovsky as an example of resilience. That sophisticated process of learning and enjoying being with yourself. During these thirty-five days of solitude, my body and my head have become receptors of eclectic experiences. The mood swings are constant and acute episodes of mental sensitivity have led me to believe [...]

Éliane Radigue: Sustained liberation of the intermediate state

Éliane Radigue: Sustained liberation of the intermediate state

For days now, I have heard a steady ringing in my right ear. I have been isolated for twenty days. A relationship with my own sounds and those of my environment have become part of my routine.  This self-isolation has turned the streets into resounding spaces. The rain usually accompanies the first days of spring [...]